What are you thinking?
I know this is weird, but I’m just like, “Oh, man, I’m so, so sorry.”
But I’m also kind of relieved, because I think I’ve probably just given it too much credit.
And that was really, really painful, and I feel bad about that.
But I’ve got a feeling, because of that face, that you’re probably going to think about it a lot more.
And it’s a good thing because then you’re less likely to say it, and you’re not thinking about it so much.
So I think, for some people, it’s not going to come up.
It’s a lot of times, when they hear a lot about it, they’re like, yeah, I wish I could see the face, but it’s just too hard.
I know people who have really, very dark skin, or they’re super sensitive, or their nose is so big, and they’ll think, Oh, this face, I can’t even look at it.
And if they’re really, REALLY sensitive, it will make it even worse.
It doesn’t matter if you have a really dark skin tone, you’re just going to be thinking about that face a lot.
But if you’re like me, who’s like super sensitive and has really dark-skinned friends, I think that’s really frustrating.
It really does make me angry.
And I don’t want to be the one who’s thinking about how I look, and how I’m feeling, and what I’m going to say, because that’s just really bad.
I don’s really want to go through the whole cycle of being like, Oh my God, what am I going to do?
And I just want to just be like, OK, that’s a face, okay, this is a face.
And so, for me, it feels a lot better when I can just look at myself and say, Okay, I have a good sense of who I am, and my facial expression is just really, truly, I feel like that’s okay.
It does feel better when it’s kind of, like, I know what I look like, and then it’s like, well, that might not feel good, but that’s OK.
Because I think it does make you feel good to look at yourself.
So for some, that was probably going through the worst, and that was going through that weird, horrible face, and now, it has sort of calmed down.
And some people can just kind of look at themselves and smile and say like, Well, that feels nice.
And others, maybe they’ll be like Wow, I’ve just had this really dark, weird, ugly face.
Or maybe they don’t really like the look of the face.
But, you know, it doesn’t really matter, because it’s still there.
So if you’ve ever seen a dark, angry face, it’ll always be there.
And for some weird reason, it can get really hard to look away from it, even if you know it’s there.
Like, you can see it from the outside.
But for me it’s always kind of like, Wow, look at me.
It just doesn’t hurt.
And, you just have to kind of let it go, because you’re never going to change it.
I mean, it was always there, but, it just kind, you kind of feel like, It’s not that bad.
But now, you kinda just look away.
You just look in the mirror, and say Oh, I guess I have this really, completely, horrible, dark, ugly, face.
It feels really, weird.
And you just kind feel like you’re losing control of it.
It makes you feel bad, because then, you’ll just kind just think about this face a little bit more.
So there are people who just don’t have a ton of control, who will kind of just keep it to themselves, but then you have people who like to have control, and like, like they might want to talk about it.
They’ll talk about how they really feel about it or how they don.
They will say, oh, that really makes me angry, and it makes me sad.
And then they’ll say, Yeah, it really does.
And they will try to make it a really big deal, because they are not actually trying to get the face off of them.
They just want you to think that they’re just so sorry for what they did.
They want you, like you, to think, “Yeah, it is just a face.”
But then, when you’re looking at it, you might just realize that it’s actually really, totally OK.
You’re not actually thinking about the face at all, but you’re still kind of thinking about you.
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